Friday, June 11, 2010

Another day, Another donut?

So, woke up this morning hungry. That's rare. Usually have to force a vitamuffin down just to say I ate Break-fast! It's a rainy stormy morning...makes me want minestrone soup for breakfast! But, I'll save that for lunch I think.

Can't say I feel any more "upbeat" than yesterday. It's partially hormonal and it's partially resetting my thinking patterns again. I feel lonely a lot, but I'm sure that will change once school starts. I start school mid-August and I'm SO happy to finally be getting a college education! Very proud of myself for testing out of all the college prep courses! This 41 year old has retained SOME of her high school education! LOL!

So, again I remind myself that "motivation and inspiration are fleeting...I am going to continue to live a healthy lifestyle because it's the right thing to do...not because I 'feel' like it." Yes, it's great when those moments of inspriation and motivation come my way, but I have to soldier on even when everthing in my body screams for a binge and screams to give up! This IS my choice. I CHOOSE to life healthy...sometimes in SPITE of my feelings.

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